Maybe anxiety, maybe low-esteem

Do you think it's funny to feel this way? Do you think I hate myself because I think nobody really cares about me? I don't hate myself. I do acept myself, my body, my personality. But I feel like people doesn't care about me, like they don't really like me, like nobody wants to hear my problems. And I don't wanna tell my problems if they're gonna forget about them. That's why I keep them to myself. I feel stupid and awkward, and I don't like being shy. But I can't find the way to change it. Because everytime I have the need to tell something, I just look at people and think "they don't care about that, they're gonna forget it as soon as you turn back". And it hurts, because I listen to them all, I listen to their problems, I try to help them and I never forget about them. So it hurts being ignored. It really does.