I don't understand why do I feel so unloved, why do I want to cry almost everyday

Sometimes I wish someone would actually see through me, see how screwed up and lonely I feel, ask me what's wrong and don't give up when I'd say I'm fine. I wish someone would truly listen to what I have to say, and help me to fight the demons in me. I wish they'd see me cry, just for once, to understand that I'm not that strong girl I try to be everyday. I wish... I just wish they'd truly take care of me.